In our first class for Fiction II last week, the professor encouraged us to speak up about what kind of stuff we write. This took me aback. I wanted to say Satire with gusto but apart from the fact that someone else beat me to it, I was a little troubled by the fact that I don't actually consider myself a satirist. I don't think I'm familiar enough with the Great Modern Way to adequately lampoon it.
So I was stuck there in the back of the class experiencing my first real crisis as a writer.
What the hell do I write?
I've been working on a novel for a few years now that feels satirical but that almost seems too quaint of a description...like I'm either bastardizing it or being way too ambitious. One or the other.
I know, right? You can see how this difference is ghastly and confusing to someone who is still unsure whether or not they even deserve the title "Writer" with a capital "W."
Over the summer I had the extreme fortune of stumbling upon a copy of Cathedral by Raymond Carver. I'm not saying I love the realism but I do find a bit of comfort in the simplicity and directness of his plots. Carver didn't mince words or bother with glided edges, like a Hemingway on food stamps. This was real life in snapshots. And it caught a lot of people's attention apparently.
But then, who doesn't love Irony? Maybe it is a vulgar cop-out to lean on the concept but it's just so damn fun, especially when it works really well. I guess that's the English major in me--the one who derides criticism but still can't help analyzing and breaking down. I get a cheeky sort of pleasure out of out deconstructing particularly thorny ironies.
And so I come back to the challenge that has been working over in my mind since that first class meeting. What do I write?
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